My New Drug

Today for the first time I truly felt happy and motivated to do things, It felt like I could take on the whole world. Saddly this moment only lasted a couple of minutes BUT it was still an eye opening experience because it allowed me to think back about how I survived my life, my old drugs. Back in the good ol school day I used to smoke weed, when I look back at it, it was my happiest time, everyday consisted of video games, weed, and finishing school work. What I look back now and see was that I was depressed, I was lonely, constantly sad, and did everything I could do to make it through the day. What today did was open my eyes to the life I could have, Iv been on depression meds for maybe less than a year now and recently started taking depression injections, Today I never felt so good, whether it only for a couple of minutes I saw just how happy I can be in life, and that opens my eyes to how many people suffer in silence. I was suffering without even knowing it, living day in day out like a lonely mindless robot waiting for the next high to keep me going, but now I can see just what happiness awaits anyone searching for it, just what the world looks like from a happier perspective. How many people follow the same schedule I followed, constantly struggling through life, can you imagine the silent suffering millions of people go through without them even knowing? Suffering is silent, it hides itself in the shadow and sucks on your soul, constantly draining you without control or warning. In a perfect world, there would be people who realize this and wish to find those poor people and help them to, in a sense, "show them the light" where you literally tell them how they could feel and hope they seek this "sober happiness". Life can seem like a sucky thing but it doesnt always have to be this way, it can be much less painful and more happy but you have to see the problem in order to realize a solution, all I want is for people to live happily and I hope by writing about stuff like this people can see what really needs to be done to change a miserable planet to make happy again.